This is absolutely terrifying. Just look at it, it is so real and astonishing. You need to reblog this. I don’t care if you’re used to reblogging orange, teenage girls with vans on. I don’t care if you’re used to reblogging vintage or photography. This is real. You can even see the fury in his eyes. The tense muscles in between his fingers. The heavy breathing.
:( this is so scary
My stomach seriously just dropped.
its even scarier being in that position.
Cutting.
Some people say they hate themselves because they don’t look good or they messed up. I hate myself because I’m a fucking monster. But there’s nothing like sobbing turning into soft sniffling because you know what’s about to come. Heart beating faster, adrenaline pumping as you take the blade to your skin. Soaking in the pain, feeling clarity as you do. There’s nothing quite like it. You know you’ve gotten too far into it when you no longer have to stand the pain, instead you relish it. After, nothing makes me quite as calm and happy as looking at my cuts. They’re almost beautiful to me. Nothing makes me happier than doing this.
